Same story, different character...

it amazes me when i am drawn to the same types of ppl. over and over. whether it is for friendships or possible relationships it's always the same story, the characters just change. and every damn time that i think i have found someone that is different, someone that isn't into the whole drama. that isn't ok with the high school bull shit i get proved wrong. and then there are the others. the ones that just don't care period. the ones that use and then throw away. i used to be such a good judge of character. i dunno what happened. i've turned into a door mat. i love my friends and i would do anything for them. and they know it. and they use it. and then they bounce. well this is my sign off to those of you in my life that think that i am that expendable. I am going to be the one that is going to bounce this time. b4 you have a chance to hurt me. I deserve better. and someday i will find the ppl that deserve to be in my life.